There's alot of questions in my mind.
I have no idea if you tried to care for me indirectly...
But i just wanted to make an effort for our relationship..
I thought by doing a nice little scrap book,
I can put all our memories inside. Just like a collection..
However, you dont seems to like me doing that..
You said that i didn't listen to you not to buy always..
Cause you said i don't respect you at all..
I'm just trying to be sweet and loving as a girlf,
Gave out my love,effort,time and money.
I spent hours in doing it, skipping my meal, didn't rest at all..
I know you never asked for all these..
But i'm willing to do it for you, cause i love you.
I'd never demand much from you, except your love.
I thought you will love me more from being so sweet.
I'm rather wrong..
You get so angry with me..
You'd never know how i feel..
When you really put your heart into doing something for someone you love...
And then you got rejected..
It's really very disheartening..
But i told myself,
I will and going to finish the scrapbook,
Pasting pictures and writing words..
Even if sometimes you are really hurting me..
But i still recalled about our sweet memories..
And all those are written down in our scrap book..
I wished to give it to you on your birthday...
It's only 4 days away..
Will you appreciate what i've done?
Will you like it alot?
Will you love me more from doing this?
Right now..
You're sleeping....
Ytd night, you didn't even bother about me..
I cried to sleep..
Alone at home.. & scared..
It actually seems like.. You're not there whenever i needed you..
Idk why.. You have to be especially mean to me when im sad..
What i hope for...
Is just your care whenever i cry..
And just hope that you wouldn't say so mean things again..
Sometimes,
I doubt you loving me..
Cause, i don't seems to know what's true & fake..
Or maybe you just having a crush on me?
It's rather different...
Or maybe you dislike me sticking so much to you?
Tell me honey,



I will very much like to stay in this kind of house! :(
Its like tropical ville. Sooo beautiful.


Lipsticks for you? (:

Hm, Shall i remove this? I looked retarded.
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Went Vivo ytd,
Then watched transformers with stupid boy. Haha.
Great day.

Here's the stupidboy!

Burger King as lunch!
Seductive? NOT?

Another stupid picture of stupid boy.

BYE! LOVES.
Went out with honey ytd after school, then travelled to mom's overnight!
So practically.. i didn't go home ytd after my school ends.
(:


Hmm... Pictures with my low quality front cam.
-_-


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Film included!!
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( Intend to keep for myself if no one is buying!)
Gosh, i've went to dentist today.
And did braces for my lower jaw teeth without mentally prepared!
Haha. It suck big time....
Pain + Uncomfortable cause im still not used to it :(
Ohwell...............
Still need to put rubber when i get to bed.....
Suck, when are these nightmares going to end??????
HELP. I REALLY DONT WANT TO LOOK LIKE A CHINA DOLL!
PLEASE TELL ME I DONT LOOKED LIKE IM FROM CHINA PLEASEEEEE.
(No offence to china people though.)
Well , i just came back home!!
Bought Subway for dinner. Yummmmy.
Went out with xueli to marina...
And she's finally attached! After how longggggggg...
HAHA. Happy for her.
Let's all pray for Joan,
Pray for her to get well soon and hang out with us again..
Even for times i hate her.. But i really do miss her now!
Btw, She's my good friend. I'm totally straight!
( Incase some of you out there might be thinking wrongly...)
I'm going to do my stuff now!
Blog some other time.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

A penny for my thoughts...

Yes, I'm feeling gloomy now....
Is my blog getting more boring? Hahaha.No one tagging like how it used to be!Lol .............
I shall eat my sushi now.....
Cleaning the pool -______-
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HI! CECILIA IS BACK WITH HER RETARDED POSE! (:



MEET MY DEAR FRIEND XUELI!<3


BYE!

HAHAH. This is what im doing right now.
Finding a suitable hairstyle?
But i would very much prefer this colour!
If you wanna try , Click on my Nuffnang ads on the right labeled 'Dove'!
I think it's pretty awesome. (:

CECILIA MISS HER LONG HAIR......
WHAT'S THE DAMN PROBLEM WITH MY MSN & EBUDDY!??!?!?!
I need help right now -_-
Cute little kitty! (:




Aw so adorable.



Vivian cousin & I (:

Ugly hair -_-



Candle & red wine.


Vivian cousin <3
Queenie cousin <3

Yummy (:
Nice ambience

Just woke up. With stupid pimple.
I'm sure you can spot it don't you? :(

my toe nails painted! (:
K IM SAD RIGHT NOW............

I'm currently in KL! In my cousin house rotting now,
So i tried something new! Which is singing!
Well.. Very hard to upload! 1.5Gb.
WTHHHHHHHHHHH -__-
ADVERTISING POST.


My Birthday celebration Part II!
Picture edited by Jianing! Thank you! (:



Here's the original one.
This is jianing!
Thank you for all the wishes & gifts,
Really appreciate much (:
Things doesn't really go right ytd..
Just lost my purse, Felt very stupid.
$100+ Fly.......
What can i say?
I'm just so unlucky, even on my birthday.
Well, but what i realised is he really do love me.

Thanks alot for the presents!!!!!! LOVE !





Thank you Xueli for always thinking that my jokes are funny,
And be there for me everytime, you're a very caring friend of mine! (:
AND ANDAND YOU WOULDNT PISSED CAUSE I EVERYTIME BULLIES YOU!
hahahahha! :D loveyou!

My great great great great great friends!
HAPPY BIRDAY TO CECILIA!
I LOVE JOAN,WANYI,XUELI,JIANING,YANTING ALOT ALOT!
Thank you all for making my life wonderful and happy!!!!! :D
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I flunked my amaths test!
Mr poon: If anyone had 1 mistake, run around the reservoir one time. Haha.
Cecilia: OH NO.
Mr poon: Cecilia you're going to run for 10 times? Like marathon alrd.
Cecilia: -_____- I might as well camp there.
:( So as you can see!
I flunked it. hehe
But im stress freee now!!!!!
Tmr would be the day whereby my friends celebrate my b'day in advance!
And my sister!
I'm pretty looking forward to it.
AWESOME.
But the super bad thing is....
MY ACNE HAVEN GO AWAY.
Pissssssssssed. Helpppp again.
Last thing to say!
I didn't know my smile is nice.
HAHA. Well, i just thought its ugly.
Cecilia never know how to appreciate herself.
Like how to? I really have no idea.
Sometimes, i just thought people say that to make me happy.
Oh well, lotssss of pictures would be taken tmr!!! coooooooool!
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE.
TWO MORE DAYS !
Things happened,
Bitter relationships.
I have no one to talk to,
Who would be there for Cecilia?
I'm feeling really sad,
Even though my b'day is coming in 3 days...
I don't feel excited.. Or happy.
I'm turning 16 soon,
But im sad.
Well, tmr got amaths test..
Stress kept finding its way to me..
I couldn't get rid of my stress.
Help.
Wow, seriously, I think im pretty awesome now.
I meant i don't really care about how spammers like to spam now,
And don't even bother to argue with them much, Cause its like a waste of time.
Why should i be bothered to spoil my mood because of them?
No way (:
At least there's someone who love and appreciate me alot.
Well just sad that he might be going australia for maybe 2 or 3 years?
But i believed that its a test for our love.
<3
Hey and my birdday is coming in 5 days!!
Real fast!!! (:
I don't feel like going tmr's extended prog ley!!! :(
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Walao damn it!I can't get in my msn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:pissed:
K now everyone should listen to my rantings!!
FIRSTLY....
I failed one subject. which is amaths...
AND MY OVERALL FOR THAT IS..
49.9!How frustrating can it be!!!!And now for happy news!
I got my mp3! But in green.
Thank you huh, Hahaha.
AND LASTLYYYYYYYYYY.
Cecilia's 16th birdday is coming in....
8DAYS!Yay yay yay yay yay yay (?)
It's really very disheartening to see people comes & goes.
To all who lost their loved ones, rest in peace.
Maybe thats the way to release their sorrows,
but sometimes we felt unfair cause they left us,
and left their sorrows to us instead.
Be it people who lost their pets or people they loved,
At least they left a beautiful and wonderful memories in your heart.
Well im really very emotional,
come across people's blog, hearing that someone have left.
I really do feels sad.
And even cried.
even though im not related to them at all, but really very touched.
Live your life to the fullest?
With no regrets by then.
Yay, my birthday coming real sooon! 13 more days! (:
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THIS IS SO AWESOME!
I MEAN...
I could actually get paid by doing surveys!
It's so damn cool la okay....
You people should click it!
this link>>
http://www.AWSurveys.com/HomeMain.cfm?RefID=ceciliachewI swear its not virus k.
If not can kill me whatever you want to (:

Can i have this for my b'day?
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I'm currently very bored at home!And some jerk didn't reply my msg loh!!!!!What to doooooooo.Should i kept spamming in my blog?hmmmm...........OH IM CRAVING FOR CHAWANMUSHI AGAIN LEY!!!!!!I'm very bored.......I need a webcam.Any kind soul wanna buy for me? :DOh and and and!!!!!!MY BIRTHDAY COMING...well maybe not so soon.But its really fast!21 more days!lolololololololololololol.Going dentist on 28-_____________________-
HELLO PEOPLE, I'M BACK IN BLOGGER!
Guess what i had for dinner!!
CHACHOS!
It's so delicious cause its in spicy curry!

SEEEEEEEE,
Its so yummy!
And my face looks fat here,
Hair= ruined the whole picture.

K... i shall post this picture to scare all of you!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
:D

And lastly!
This is a picture of my cute softies!

PS: I'm currently eating papaya -_-
Its heard to make boobs bigger.
HAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAA. :O
I think i need to apologise!
Cause i've totally forgotten in taking pictures.
Hahahaha.
Okay. So i watched Startrek with honey etc,
It's quite boring cause i don't understand.
hahaha.
but its very cool! i get to go home at 1am.
So awesome.
I shall blog some other time!
Byeeeeeeeeeee.
I'm so excited for later on!
know why? cause i would be wearing jeans!
like once over a blue moon i would wear it okay.
issit blue? or red?
okay who cares.
Ciao! posting up pictures maybe tonight or tmr!
:D
Pictures anyone? (:

Alright and this is what i've drew in 5minutes time.
It's kinda ugly though..
