Friday, November 20, 2009
It's 1:32 right now,i know honey must be thinking that i'm asleep.
But i'm not, i'm just thinking of you right now.
How you love me, touch my cheeks and told me i'm the prettiest.
You're the best boyf i ever had.
Your unconditional love.
You bought me jeans today,
and it cost $79, expensive.
And it's not like you have lots of money,
But you're still willing to spent on me.
You're worried i will get cold in Japan.
Rather than buying skimpy and thin clothes that i insist you to get for me,
You went to buy jeans for me.
It says it all.
That you care for me.
I just miss you so much right now.
Can't live a day without your nuisance around me ( :
You made every single day of mine sweet.
I love you honey, Lai TianHao.
I hope you will take care of yourself while i'm away.
Hope our feelings will be stronger & wouldn't fade away.
Cause mine wouldn't.
I love you so much. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
MUACK : D
* Mushy Cecilia logging off!
PS: I don't think i will have the time to blog tmr.
So Ciaos people.
Be back in a week time counting from 21st.
And will be spamming blogger w/ a lot of pictures in Japan!
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
Is my hair really that hideous ?
And dress?!?!
I thought it's nice.
And btw, that design is chosen by my sister.
So you're trying to say her taste is bad?
Gosh.
I suppose you don't know what is called hideous yet.
Yeah,
And i know my hair looks hideous.
-_-
K why should i care.
I should go pack my luggage and fly this coming Saturday!
CIAOS. : D
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I think my hair looked like helmet, or bowl head.
MUSHROOM? : (
AWFUL...........
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Check out my new dress.I know my hair looks like crap right now.
Or some kind of helmet wtf -_-
LOOKS FAT : (
BUNNY + SUNNY EGG! -Random-
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
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My heart is bleeding profusely,
and it doesn't seems to stop.
Why must things changes now.........
Why.........
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I CUT MY HAIR : (
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Friday, November 13, 2009
There's like 30-60 different readers everyday,but no one seems to be tagging :(
I have no motivation to blog.
Gonna make this blog rot?
Once again.
Haha.
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
Just got back home.
Bought Sushi as my supper ( :
Rather crappy day today.
Wanted to find hun,
But he told me not too cause it's dangerous for a girl to wander around at night.
Sigh, but i don't mind.
Just wanted to see you : (
: ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Flying to Japan soon..........
9 more days and i would be in Japannnnnnnnn
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MORNING, I got nothing to do at home today.
perhaps going to find mommmyyyyy.
hungry hungry hungry : (
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Do you know how coool blogging was?!WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS...
I ACTUALLY HAVE BEEN BLOGGING SINCE 2005!!!!
HOLY CRAPPY LONG RIGHT!!!!!!!!
I'm awesome hahahahaha.
I'm stuffing myself with crackers, Kitkats & Chocolate marshmallows.
Just too bored at home.
I totally love this website.
I have no idea why. But just love my originality.
HEHEHE, I'm still gonna stick to this website forever! ( MY ASSUMPTION)
I miss my boyf.
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JOAN'S PLACE.
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Nothing much happened today.Went out early for job training at parkway.
And now back home after lunch with hun. ( :
I'm so looking forward for my Japan trip.
Idk how many times must i rant about it hahahah.
Anyway, i just bought a toy for rabbit -_-
K lame. I know rabbit don't play toys.
But it's really cute!! and its only $2.90!
Have squecky sounds that i totally love it HAHA.
I think it's meant for cats / dogs. -_-
Shall post pictures for ytd trip to Joan's place!
Stay tune!
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Monday, November 09, 2009
" I melt for you " - Tianhao. Don't you think this is so sweet?!?!
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THIS IS SO STUPID I KNOW, HAHAHAA
I'm acting cute for Tianhao. OK STUPID HAHAHAHA.
So went Seoul Garden to have lunch with hun.
He treated me hoho.
( :
XXXXXOOOOOOOXXXXXXOOOOOO SO MUCH .
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I realised,It's rather hard for me to adapt the changes.
I couldn't help to get jealous,
cause you're the one i cared the most.
I couldn't adapt to the fact that she's your girl best friend now.
For once, i thought i'm the only important girl in your life besides your family.
But now, She's another important one in your life.
Tell me honey,
what should i do now?
Cause i really don't know.
I'm so confused, and felt insecurities.
I wanted to be the only girl that is important to you....
No others....
no no no no no no no..
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Isn't this baby adorable?! Who dared to say no?!!!
CLICK I LIKE IT ...
BELOW!
love youuuu people!
"MY FAVOURITE CANON MOMENT"
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Morning earthlings!I realised .... I don't like to write titles!!!
I wonder why.
HHAHAHAA.
Anyway, the girl who i wanted to get the dress from replied me!
But apparently..... She sold it alrd.....
*Big Sighs*
I like my blog's banner!
DO YOU DO YOU DO YOU DO YOU?
GOING OUT LTR WITH HUUUUN,
CYAS.
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Sunday, November 08, 2009
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Our one year is ending honey.
'I wished for nothing beyond her smile, and to
walk with her thus, hand in hand, along a sun-warmed, flower-bordered path. ' - Andre Gide
I just want you to know,
I'll love you till the end of time.
And i know you do too!
I love you! (L) *BIG HUGS*
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Saturday, November 07, 2009
47 more to our 1 year!And tmr is the day, where i can recall you kissing me in the pool.
It's an unforgettable night, my dear.
I cherished you so much, and love you more as time goes by.
I realised i couldn't live without you in my life.
You made my life filled with laughters.
You're a great guy.
And i love you so so so so so so so so much.
Can't stop thinking of you,
you're all in my mind, my love.
I love how you hold me, and tell me you love you so much.
how you showed others that i'm yours.
Happy 1 year anniversary my dear!
I love Lai Tian Hao forever & till the end. ( :
SMOOOOOCHES*
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Hi!! I'm back to blogger!My blog is rather dead.
Anyway, i dyed my hair marshmallow brown using Liese!
It's bubbles! rather cool. ( :
Went over to Takashimaya with mommy.
Got myself a Calvin & Kleins tee, knitted gloves & socks.
I'm really very excited to go Japan! Yay!
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Friday, November 06, 2009
I feel so insecure,really very very very insecure.
Every seconds passes, and its like a war inside my mind...
And for me,
I'm just a girl,
fighting to breathe...
You left me so breatheless,
I gave no chance to let go of you,
not even a slight of it.
After struggling with reality,
i went to bed with tears on my cheeks.
and the minute i wake up,
i realised, i've been having nightmare in my dreams.
And i'm back, into the reality.. another nightmare for me.
I thought, sleeping soundly could make me escape things around me,
escaping reality.
I'm wrong, and never been this wrong before.
I just want you.
Stay with me,
Stay by my side with me..
Never leave me alone...
fighting with all these wars alone..
i just love you.
I pretend, to feel okay.
But i am not.
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Monday, November 02, 2009
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Love this shot <3
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Sunday, November 01, 2009
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Saturday, October 31, 2009
I GOT MYSELF A MIDDLE NAME!!!
Cecilia CathyFluer!!!
It's actually smth that i've created. HAHAHA
And Cherlyn's is,
Cherlyn Tinsella/ cinsella!
Created by her too!
It's so awesomeeeeeeeeee.
PS:
I actually fell down 2 days before.
Got into a drain, how dumb!
And i actually stood up and said.
"I'M OKAY!!!!"
-____-
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Friday, October 30, 2009
Hey people! I'm backkkkk from the Halloween party.Was rather awesome, except for the unsocialised me x_x
But i met new friends toooo.
Yeah, they're so cool.
And one of them is actually mixed blood.
Malay,Indian,European? and smth else.
It's like so coool. Totally mixed.
So i actually ate a little.
And i'm like a freaking nuts throughout the day,
walking around with bloood on my lips.
Photos will be posted soon
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
Testing out for my Halloween outfit!
I guess the blood looks fake. Oh well : (
And btw, only one eye is done. So ...
My eyes are seen to be = big & small.
HAHA , just testing out!
Can't wait for tmr's Halloween party.
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
WANYI'S SWEET 16. (Monday) SORRY FOR THE DELAYED POST ANYWAY. ( :
Evil Joan threatening us!!
Awesome muffins baked by Xueli & I.
I-Have-No-Idea-Who-Gave-Her-This.
Hahahaha.
Stupid shot (1)
(2)
(3)
(4)!
Normal now!
This is rather..... Candid.... -_-
Freakish! :D SPOT ME.
Here's what Xueli & I did for Wanyi!
Helium balloon gave by the others.
Love you wanyi!
Hope you enjoyed your birthday celebration!!!
(L) (L) (L)
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
1) Remembered on that day, we're quarreling on the phone.
And was feeling very sad.. Suddenly out of random, i saw my window moved..
Was seriously very shocked. And didn't expect that it was him.
I told him the day before i feel like eating strudel, and he really do take note of what i said.
He went all the way to that place, just to get the strudel for me and make his way to my house.
Despite of me spoiling his mood, he is still so sweet.
2)My birthday celebration this year.
He had planned for very long just to make my birthday celebration a perfect one.
He paid for everything. And we had dinner at Sushi Tei, watched movie ' Drag me to Hell'
He's really very sweet. Can you imagine, a guy planning so much?
But however, i lost my wallet.. and a hundred bucks.
I cried so badly under my flat. Because i felt that i'm so unlucky,
even on my day..
TianHao didn't scold me for being so careless,
but infact he cheered me up.. and gave me his $40 bucks..
He gave me all he got, unconditionally, to make me feel better.
I told him i do not want it, but he insisted me to have it.
He's so caring and sweet.
3)Valentines day.
we went to Sakae to have our lunch.
So he suddenly told me he wanted to go to the toilet.
I was expecting something already.
And yes i am right.
That sweet boy rush to a shop to get me a huge teddy bear, Miumiu.
I'm seriously very happy.
Cause it's the biggest bear i've ever had.
Especially when it's from him. I cherish miumiu even more.
I hugged to sleep every night, even while i'm not in singapore.
4)Some random days at Vivo.
We went to Vivo and couldn't decide what to have for lunch.
So we went over burger king and take away because its fully packed inside.
We walked to the bridge there, and sat down to have our lunch.
It's simple, yet sweet and brings a lot of memories.
Another day at vivo.
With his sister, and his sister's boyf.
They went to shop around, while we slacked at the small pool area.
It's during the night then.
We sat on the grass, and i was searching for stars.
It's so romantic despite having people there.
Could you recall, that you kissed me there, secretly?
So i went to have fun in the pool, kicking water towards you.
Start having fun, and laughters.
I realized we had so much fun and memories together.
There's too many things to recall.
Every little things i've did with you.
Going subway makes me think of you,
Going Vivo makes me think of you,
And going into cinema theaters also makes me think of you.
All these things is what Lai Tian Hao did for me.
And i am sure there's more memories to come.
Especially in our upcoming 1 year anniversary since the day you first kissed me.
14 more days.. 2 weeks later!
I love you so much my silly boy.
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Came here to blog again ( :
I got myself a holiday job!
A first one!
Awesome huh.
But it's okay $5/hr.
Just wanted to gain some experience.
Now then i realized ,
Spending money was like water flowing out.
But earning, was seriously very very tough.
I should have start saving now!!! ( :
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Friday, October 23, 2009
This post is dedicated to my lovely boyf, Tianhao.I just wanted to let you know how sweet you are,
So don't keep saying you feel like you're a bad boyf.
For times you always bullied me,
Pissing me off,
But you always do cheer me up.
Entertained me.
My world always feels so happy when you're in there.
Do you get what im trying to say? haha.
You're a sweet boyf,
That any other girls will snatch away from me.
You're awesome,
That i always feel insecure,
Because im afraid of people snatching you away.
This is not a bad thing!
I tends to get jealous easily,
Cause i cherish & treasure you.
I love everything about you,
And trying my best to accept negative things about you.
Because mainly, that's who you truly are.
You're sweet , my daily needs of happiness.
I feel like myself being with you.
Cause i don't have to even pretend to act like lady.
You accepted who i am, the unlady me.
Even when im so silly,
That i spurt out my food or talk when im eating,
You would laughed at me.
And not by being like awkward.
I like the silly you,
every part of the silly you.
Promise me,
You'll only love me.
And will cherish me, dote me,
Like the most lovable girl in this world.
Universe, including mars. ( :
Our one year is coming!
And i'm really looking forward to it.
Love you honey,
XoXo. <3>
Cecilia, your baby.
( :
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HELLO XUELI,
PLEASE CHEER UP.
YOU STILL HAVE MEEEEEE!
<3
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
Hi earthlings! Morning!
Oh yah it's afternoon alrd. LOL....
I just woke up, so still considered morning!
Got nothing to do so i'm crapping here.
Want to go out : ( But i'm so broke now.
WELL...
Bye!
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Friday, October 16, 2009
Obviously... I don't look well!
camped at home.....
hiding under the blanket for the entire day
-_-
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What i wanna say is....It's great to have your own style.
Like seriously,
No one can reprimand you that you're copying someone.
Hmm.. I'm just being random.
Cause i felt that i'm just being myself.
And unique me, that no one is the same!
( :
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Thursday, October 15, 2009
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AWESOME DAY TODAY!Went out w/ honey to marina,
watched Surrogates.
And i had a nice hairdo today!
Done by the professional for free during our modules.
Got picked to model. Swear it's embarrassing w/ many eyes staring at you.
OR EVEN...
Saying stuff about you!
I'm CLEAR that they are jealous that they didn't get picked.
To some malay girls , i'm referring to.
I'm not being racist, just that as you know how bitchy some can get!
Fucktard.
WELL. So apparently....
I HAD AWESOMELY FUN TODAY.
My hairdo! Not really clear. But princessy curls!
( :
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Monday, October 12, 2009
Isn't my bunny adorable? :D
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Friday, November 20, 2009
It's 1:32 right now,i know honey must be thinking that i'm asleep.
But i'm not, i'm just thinking of you right now.
How you love me, touch my cheeks and told me i'm the prettiest.
You're the best boyf i ever had.
Your unconditional love.
You bought me jeans today,
and it cost $79, expensive.
And it's not like you have lots of money,
But you're still willing to spent on me.
You're worried i will get cold in Japan.
Rather than buying skimpy and thin clothes that i insist you to get for me,
You went to buy jeans for me.
It says it all.
That you care for me.
I just miss you so much right now.
Can't live a day without your nuisance around me ( :
You made every single day of mine sweet.
I love you honey, Lai TianHao.
I hope you will take care of yourself while i'm away.
Hope our feelings will be stronger & wouldn't fade away.
Cause mine wouldn't.
I love you so much. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
MUACK : D
* Mushy Cecilia logging off!
PS: I don't think i will have the time to blog tmr.
So Ciaos people.
Be back in a week time counting from 21st.
And will be spamming blogger w/ a lot of pictures in Japan!
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
Is my hair really that hideous ?
And dress?!?!
I thought it's nice.
And btw, that design is chosen by my sister.
So you're trying to say her taste is bad?
Gosh.
I suppose you don't know what is called hideous yet.
Yeah,
And i know my hair looks hideous.
-_-
K why should i care.
I should go pack my luggage and fly this coming Saturday!
CIAOS. : D
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I think my hair looked like helmet, or bowl head.
MUSHROOM? : (
AWFUL...........
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Check out my new dress.I know my hair looks like crap right now.
Or some kind of helmet wtf -_-
LOOKS FAT : (
BUNNY + SUNNY EGG! -Random-
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
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My heart is bleeding profusely,
and it doesn't seems to stop.
Why must things changes now.........
Why.........
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I CUT MY HAIR : (
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Friday, November 13, 2009
There's like 30-60 different readers everyday,but no one seems to be tagging :(
I have no motivation to blog.
Gonna make this blog rot?
Once again.
Haha.
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
Just got back home.
Bought Sushi as my supper ( :
Rather crappy day today.
Wanted to find hun,
But he told me not too cause it's dangerous for a girl to wander around at night.
Sigh, but i don't mind.
Just wanted to see you : (
: ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Flying to Japan soon..........
9 more days and i would be in Japannnnnnnnn
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MORNING, I got nothing to do at home today.
perhaps going to find mommmyyyyy.
hungry hungry hungry : (
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Do you know how coool blogging was?!WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS...
I ACTUALLY HAVE BEEN BLOGGING SINCE 2005!!!!
HOLY CRAPPY LONG RIGHT!!!!!!!!
I'm awesome hahahahaha.
I'm stuffing myself with crackers, Kitkats & Chocolate marshmallows.
Just too bored at home.
I totally love this website.
I have no idea why. But just love my originality.
HEHEHE, I'm still gonna stick to this website forever! ( MY ASSUMPTION)
I miss my boyf.
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JOAN'S PLACE.
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Nothing much happened today.Went out early for job training at parkway.
And now back home after lunch with hun. ( :
I'm so looking forward for my Japan trip.
Idk how many times must i rant about it hahahah.
Anyway, i just bought a toy for rabbit -_-
K lame. I know rabbit don't play toys.
But it's really cute!! and its only $2.90!
Have squecky sounds that i totally love it HAHA.
I think it's meant for cats / dogs. -_-
Shall post pictures for ytd trip to Joan's place!
Stay tune!
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Monday, November 09, 2009
" I melt for you " - Tianhao. Don't you think this is so sweet?!?!
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THIS IS SO STUPID I KNOW, HAHAHAA
I'm acting cute for Tianhao. OK STUPID HAHAHAHA.
So went Seoul Garden to have lunch with hun.
He treated me hoho.
( :
XXXXXOOOOOOOXXXXXXOOOOOO SO MUCH .
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I realised,It's rather hard for me to adapt the changes.
I couldn't help to get jealous,
cause you're the one i cared the most.
I couldn't adapt to the fact that she's your girl best friend now.
For once, i thought i'm the only important girl in your life besides your family.
But now, She's another important one in your life.
Tell me honey,
what should i do now?
Cause i really don't know.
I'm so confused, and felt insecurities.
I wanted to be the only girl that is important to you....
No others....
no no no no no no no..
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Isn't this baby adorable?! Who dared to say no?!!!
CLICK I LIKE IT ...
BELOW!
love youuuu people!
"MY FAVOURITE CANON MOMENT"
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Morning earthlings!I realised .... I don't like to write titles!!!
I wonder why.
HHAHAHAA.
Anyway, the girl who i wanted to get the dress from replied me!
But apparently..... She sold it alrd.....
*Big Sighs*
I like my blog's banner!
DO YOU DO YOU DO YOU DO YOU?
GOING OUT LTR WITH HUUUUN,
CYAS.
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Sunday, November 08, 2009
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Our one year is ending honey.
'I wished for nothing beyond her smile, and to
walk with her thus, hand in hand, along a sun-warmed, flower-bordered path. ' - Andre Gide
I just want you to know,
I'll love you till the end of time.
And i know you do too!
I love you! (L) *BIG HUGS*
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Saturday, November 07, 2009
47 more to our 1 year!And tmr is the day, where i can recall you kissing me in the pool.
It's an unforgettable night, my dear.
I cherished you so much, and love you more as time goes by.
I realised i couldn't live without you in my life.
You made my life filled with laughters.
You're a great guy.
And i love you so so so so so so so so much.
Can't stop thinking of you,
you're all in my mind, my love.
I love how you hold me, and tell me you love you so much.
how you showed others that i'm yours.
Happy 1 year anniversary my dear!
I love Lai Tian Hao forever & till the end. ( :
SMOOOOOCHES*
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Hi!! I'm back to blogger!My blog is rather dead.
Anyway, i dyed my hair marshmallow brown using Liese!
It's bubbles! rather cool. ( :
Went over to Takashimaya with mommy.
Got myself a Calvin & Kleins tee, knitted gloves & socks.
I'm really very excited to go Japan! Yay!
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Friday, November 06, 2009
I feel so insecure,really very very very insecure.
Every seconds passes, and its like a war inside my mind...
And for me,
I'm just a girl,
fighting to breathe...
You left me so breatheless,
I gave no chance to let go of you,
not even a slight of it.
After struggling with reality,
i went to bed with tears on my cheeks.
and the minute i wake up,
i realised, i've been having nightmare in my dreams.
And i'm back, into the reality.. another nightmare for me.
I thought, sleeping soundly could make me escape things around me,
escaping reality.
I'm wrong, and never been this wrong before.
I just want you.
Stay with me,
Stay by my side with me..
Never leave me alone...
fighting with all these wars alone..
i just love you.
I pretend, to feel okay.
But i am not.
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Monday, November 02, 2009
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Love this shot <3
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Sunday, November 01, 2009
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Saturday, October 31, 2009
I GOT MYSELF A MIDDLE NAME!!!
Cecilia CathyFluer!!!
It's actually smth that i've created. HAHAHA
And Cherlyn's is,
Cherlyn Tinsella/ cinsella!
Created by her too!
It's so awesomeeeeeeeeee.
PS:
I actually fell down 2 days before.
Got into a drain, how dumb!
And i actually stood up and said.
"I'M OKAY!!!!"
-____-
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Friday, October 30, 2009
Hey people! I'm backkkkk from the Halloween party.Was rather awesome, except for the unsocialised me x_x
But i met new friends toooo.
Yeah, they're so cool.
And one of them is actually mixed blood.
Malay,Indian,European? and smth else.
It's like so coool. Totally mixed.
So i actually ate a little.
And i'm like a freaking nuts throughout the day,
walking around with bloood on my lips.
Photos will be posted soon
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
Testing out for my Halloween outfit!
I guess the blood looks fake. Oh well : (
And btw, only one eye is done. So ...
My eyes are seen to be = big & small.
HAHA , just testing out!
Can't wait for tmr's Halloween party.
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
WANYI'S SWEET 16. (Monday) SORRY FOR THE DELAYED POST ANYWAY. ( :
Evil Joan threatening us!!
Awesome muffins baked by Xueli & I.
I-Have-No-Idea-Who-Gave-Her-This.
Hahahaha.
Stupid shot (1)
(2)
(3)
(4)!
Normal now!
This is rather..... Candid.... -_-
Freakish! :D SPOT ME.
Here's what Xueli & I did for Wanyi!
Helium balloon gave by the others.
Love you wanyi!
Hope you enjoyed your birthday celebration!!!
(L) (L) (L)
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
1) Remembered on that day, we're quarreling on the phone.
And was feeling very sad.. Suddenly out of random, i saw my window moved..
Was seriously very shocked. And didn't expect that it was him.
I told him the day before i feel like eating strudel, and he really do take note of what i said.
He went all the way to that place, just to get the strudel for me and make his way to my house.
Despite of me spoiling his mood, he is still so sweet.
2)My birthday celebration this year.
He had planned for very long just to make my birthday celebration a perfect one.
He paid for everything. And we had dinner at Sushi Tei, watched movie ' Drag me to Hell'
He's really very sweet. Can you imagine, a guy planning so much?
But however, i lost my wallet.. and a hundred bucks.
I cried so badly under my flat. Because i felt that i'm so unlucky,
even on my day..
TianHao didn't scold me for being so careless,
but infact he cheered me up.. and gave me his $40 bucks..
He gave me all he got, unconditionally, to make me feel better.
I told him i do not want it, but he insisted me to have it.
He's so caring and sweet.
3)Valentines day.
we went to Sakae to have our lunch.
So he suddenly told me he wanted to go to the toilet.
I was expecting something already.
And yes i am right.
That sweet boy rush to a shop to get me a huge teddy bear, Miumiu.
I'm seriously very happy.
Cause it's the biggest bear i've ever had.
Especially when it's from him. I cherish miumiu even more.
I hugged to sleep every night, even while i'm not in singapore.
4)Some random days at Vivo.
We went to Vivo and couldn't decide what to have for lunch.
So we went over burger king and take away because its fully packed inside.
We walked to the bridge there, and sat down to have our lunch.
It's simple, yet sweet and brings a lot of memories.
Another day at vivo.
With his sister, and his sister's boyf.
They went to shop around, while we slacked at the small pool area.
It's during the night then.
We sat on the grass, and i was searching for stars.
It's so romantic despite having people there.
Could you recall, that you kissed me there, secretly?
So i went to have fun in the pool, kicking water towards you.
Start having fun, and laughters.
I realized we had so much fun and memories together.
There's too many things to recall.
Every little things i've did with you.
Going subway makes me think of you,
Going Vivo makes me think of you,
And going into cinema theaters also makes me think of you.
All these things is what Lai Tian Hao did for me.
And i am sure there's more memories to come.
Especially in our upcoming 1 year anniversary since the day you first kissed me.
14 more days.. 2 weeks later!
I love you so much my silly boy.
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Came here to blog again ( :
I got myself a holiday job!
A first one!
Awesome huh.
But it's okay $5/hr.
Just wanted to gain some experience.
Now then i realized ,
Spending money was like water flowing out.
But earning, was seriously very very tough.
I should have start saving now!!! ( :
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Friday, October 23, 2009
This post is dedicated to my lovely boyf, Tianhao.I just wanted to let you know how sweet you are,
So don't keep saying you feel like you're a bad boyf.
For times you always bullied me,
Pissing me off,
But you always do cheer me up.
Entertained me.
My world always feels so happy when you're in there.
Do you get what im trying to say? haha.
You're a sweet boyf,
That any other girls will snatch away from me.
You're awesome,
That i always feel insecure,
Because im afraid of people snatching you away.
This is not a bad thing!
I tends to get jealous easily,
Cause i cherish & treasure you.
I love everything about you,
And trying my best to accept negative things about you.
Because mainly, that's who you truly are.
You're sweet , my daily needs of happiness.
I feel like myself being with you.
Cause i don't have to even pretend to act like lady.
You accepted who i am, the unlady me.
Even when im so silly,
That i spurt out my food or talk when im eating,
You would laughed at me.
And not by being like awkward.
I like the silly you,
every part of the silly you.
Promise me,
You'll only love me.
And will cherish me, dote me,
Like the most lovable girl in this world.
Universe, including mars. ( :
Our one year is coming!
And i'm really looking forward to it.
Love you honey,
XoXo. <3>
Cecilia, your baby.
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HELLO XUELI,
PLEASE CHEER UP.
YOU STILL HAVE MEEEEEE!
<3
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
Hi earthlings! Morning!
Oh yah it's afternoon alrd. LOL....
I just woke up, so still considered morning!
Got nothing to do so i'm crapping here.
Want to go out : ( But i'm so broke now.
WELL...
Bye!
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Friday, October 16, 2009
Obviously... I don't look well!
camped at home.....
hiding under the blanket for the entire day
-_-
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What i wanna say is....It's great to have your own style.
Like seriously,
No one can reprimand you that you're copying someone.
Hmm.. I'm just being random.
Cause i felt that i'm just being myself.
And unique me, that no one is the same!
( :
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Thursday, October 15, 2009
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AWESOME DAY TODAY!Went out w/ honey to marina,
watched Surrogates.
And i had a nice hairdo today!
Done by the professional for free during our modules.
Got picked to model. Swear it's embarrassing w/ many eyes staring at you.
OR EVEN...
Saying stuff about you!
I'm CLEAR that they are jealous that they didn't get picked.
To some malay girls , i'm referring to.
I'm not being racist, just that as you know how bitchy some can get!
Fucktard.
WELL. So apparently....
I HAD AWESOMELY FUN TODAY.
My hairdo! Not really clear. But princessy curls!
( :
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Monday, October 12, 2009
Isn't my bunny adorable? :D
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Disclaimer
Isn't this baby adorable?!
